The Lady Barbara made me feel guilty, the way good women can do.
So I am going to do a real not a fake apology.
I was wrong to leave so quickly. I know I offended people who have been loyal for years. I was being selfish. I value everyone who reads my words and it’s wrong of me to interpret silence as uninterest.
The fault is all mine. Please forgive me.
I will post here again. As soon as Raebert can lie down again without a painful interlude of wondering how to do it.